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The Heart of the Way- Judy (Newsletter Article)
HEART OF THE WAY
by
Judy Harden
Every one of us
has some pull towards what is true, a pull to wake up. Sometimes this can feel
like a search for “something more.” In Japanese this is expressed as “do-shin,”
literally “Way – Heart/Mind.” Looking back over our life to see how The Way, The
Dharma, The Bodhisattva Mind arose and got cultivated in our life can be a
helpful new way to review our own life story. It can also help us to read
someone else’s story. Sometimes there is an event or burning question that
sparks this deeper aspiration or inquiry in our life. The following piece
by Judy Harden is the 2nd article in this series.
I was an only child, and my parents were
estranged from their families. I sought connections beyond those available at
school, which led to an early involvement with a church in Alabama. My parents
took me and dropped me off. At that church, I had a family of friends my own
age and all other ages. I became more and more involved in church activities
and saw Jesus as my savior (which startled my parents no end). This involvement
began to come apart during my college years, and no other spiritual path
emerged for me for many years. I was quite lonely and confused during these
years.
I became interested in meditation sometime in
my 30’s, partly through my interest and profession in clinical psychology. This
eventually led me to Buddhism, and eventually to Joko Beck, one of Maizumi
Roshi’s heirs, but a renegade. I practiced with her for many years, going to
four sesshins a year from Vermont, and having Dokusan with her by phone every
other week. When her health failed, I studied a couple of years with Myotai
Treace, another renegade, from Zen Mountain Monastery. She was based in New
York, so this was another relationship from a distance, with periodic sesshins
at the Garrison Institute. I received the precepts from her and made my first
Rakusu. This practice fell apart with her health. I then practiced with Barry
Magid from the Ordinary Mind Zendo in New York City; as one of Joko’s heirs,
his practice was based in her teachings. I attend
sesshins there twice a year and have Dokusan with him regularly by phone. I am also in touch from a distance with other students of Barry’s by Zoom every two to three weeks or so.
This is sounding like some kind of “Butterfly
Zen” practice, spanning over 30 years. Writing this piece has shown me that
what was missing throughout this journey was a face-to-face sangha, the
grounding I was struggling to find.
I learned about Shao Shan when I heard they
were opening a temple, though Taihaku insisted vehemently that she was NOT a
teacher, and she was away in Japan a lot. I was taken aback by the formality of
the statues and rituals, given the simplicity of the other settings I had been
involved with. I decided not to return.
Then I heard about
the Study Group, and thought, “Hmmmm...” Then one amazing opportunity after
another emerged. The strong sense of community and generosity here, the
diversity of activities and opportunities, the affection and support expressed
for each other in so many ways, the respect for ritual, the incomparable
teachings and guidance provided by Taihaku and Kenzan; all of this binds us
together. I have a strong sense of family here, at last.
That deep loneliness is present at times. That has not disappeared, but now I know how to
experience it when it comes without the fear I used to feel. This is because of
our sitting practice together, the Dharma teachings, and the connections I
experience at Shao Shan Temple. To
paraphrase Dogen Zenji, “To study the Buddha Way is to study the self; to study
the self is to forget the self; to forget the self is to be embraced by the
10,000 things.” This is true for me.
Judy’s Dharma
Name, given to her by Rev. Taihaku in 2016, is “JoZen” - meaning “Always-Whole”.
The Story of the Buddha on Shao Shan Temple’s Altar (Newsletter Article)
The Story of the Buddha on Shao Shan
Temple’s Altar
By Rev. Taihaku Priest
Our Buddha was gifted to Shao Shan Temple for the Opening
Ceremony in the year 2000. It was gifted by my teacher, Shinkai Tanaka Roshi
(Dochosan). At that time, he had a temple in the outskirts of Kyoto, Japan. There
was a temple member from the small hamlet which was clustered below on the
terraced hillside who heard that my teacher would be leading the opening
ceremony in America for Shao Shan Temple. This person was deeply affected by
the significance of Buddhism being transmitted to America and wished to make an
offering to Shao Shan. It was suggested that he could sponsor the commission to
have a Buddha statue carved. And so it happened.
The sculptor and I had known each other for many years and he
was my teacher’s friend. I sent the sculptor the measurements of the altar and of
the space within which the Buddha would sit. With this information, he designed
a statue of perfect proportions for its current location. The wood of the
statue is the heartwood of a cherry tree which had been immersed and cured in a
river for 50 years. When I was sent the initial sketch of the Buddha, I was
concerned because the features of the face appeared stern. It would be a
predicament for me if I did not like the face of the finished Buddha.
On the day that the
Buddha arrived in a large wooden crate, I was full of anticipation. Coincidentally,
on this day, Jun-san, a Buddhist nun, had come to visit. Together we knelt down
and uncrated the Buddha. When the face was revealed, I was completely delighted
and exclaimed, “She is beautiful” And she/he is. The face of our Buddha, which
reigns throughout Shao Shan, is gentle and accessible. We prepared wildflowers
and offerings of incense and water and had a spontaneous welcome ceremony for
our new Buddha. It was still sparkling with the gold dust of the newly born
Buddha. Jun-san brought from her car a stainless steel serving dish, which she
had just received from an Indian restaurant. We placed the water offering on
top of this pedestal. And to this day, we still place the water offering bowl
on this Indian restaurant serving dish.
During our very first meditation retreat in our new temple (Rohatsu
Sesshin in December, 2000), the woodstove was slowly crackling away. This was
the temple’s first winter. The rafter timbers were green. From time to time,
the air would split with a CRACK! as the timbers dried and twisted in the heat.
Out of concern for the statue, I called the sculptor and asked how to protect the
statue with the wood heat. He assured me that this wood was absolutely stable and
there was no chance of fracture. But, during that very first sesshin a
tremendous thundering crack resounded, shocking our afternoon zazen. The Buddha
had burst. It exploded as if in a thundering admonishment to us all - “Wake up!
Wake up NOW!” I’m here. You’re here. In the dry winter air, you can see this
crack across the chest, but in the summer it closes with the moist air.
This particular
statue is a representation of Shakyamuni Buddha (the historical Buddha that
lived in India 2500+ years ago). A statue of Shakyamuni Buddha on the altar is
traditional in Soto Zen Monasteries in Japan. Around the base of the statue, there
are carved Japanese characters which refer to the Wondrous True Dharma Eye.
The Buddha’s hands are in zazen position and there is a
crystal globe resting in the hand mudra. This is the traditional “wish
fulfilling” Buddha representation. And this wish, at Shao Shan Temple, is tied
to peace on our planet. And so, this crystal globe is our wish for global
peace. So our lovely Buddha is our companion in practice and reminds us that by
our effort and practice goodwill radiates to all the world.
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