DHARMA TALK: RED
PINE MUSE
By
Rev. Taihaku Priest
When I first arrived
on this land the red pines were just a little bit taller than me.
Tomorrow we are scheduled to remove all those
that threaten the temple and the buildings.
Because of the danger, it seems the only responsible action was to have
them cut down.
I never saw them grow.
Some things you notice one day and wonder when did it happen? They got so big. Many things are like this.
We hear the teachings that the tree was the rain and earth and
will become paper, lumber, and fuel, and that its shape changes. But there is something else, which is the
life process. The trees are living and breathing out there all around us. There
is a level of responsiveness to the wind and temperature. There is some level
of feeling. It is not only wood.
The activities of our life surround us with teachings, if we
take the time to consider and appreciate and really look at what is around
us. We pause when a big change takes
place. The trees coming down. We might
wonder how much time has passed. Like a dream, we might remember all that has
taken place together with the trees growing and my/your life, and the temple; happenings,
happenings. The transient nature of time
becomes evident. It takes a big change
usually to have us stop and take stock.
There seem to be eras that begin and end in our lives. A certain energetic whirl-force which begins,
people come together, things happen.
When you look back at your life, do you see this?
So these trees coming
down feels like a significant change.
We
have put this off for years.
It is not a
change that was easy to accept.
But now
we are committed and have all the right reasons.
And what about the people that we have become
so accustomed to having in our lives day to day?
And what about the children that have grown
up and have families of their own?
And
what about our aging bodies?
Look
around.
This moment now, appreciate it,
remember it.
Absorb the whole wonder of
what is right now, very specifically here together, living and breathing
together.
Look around.
You are here.
The trees are here, the temple is here, our friends are here.
It is very specific.
The trees surround us today.
They will be gone tomorrow.
What does it take to have us really appreciate?
Right now it is trees, but in your life is it your children
who are growing up so fast?
Is it your
old parent who teeter totters in end of life? Is it a precarious job?
What is your life teaching you?
What have you not given enough time to appreciate,
what is the whirl of your life now?
I have previously thought gratitude is important but I have recently
come to see that appreciation may be more to the point. Appreciation is more specific than gratitude
– it includes careful consideration and an attention to detail.
The shock of change gives us pause for a moment and a chance
to appreciate. Timber!